Long Month

So, I haven’t got a whole lot to say, but I do have some ranting to do. It feels like ages since I last posted anything, and I guess it has been. My last post was actually over a month ago! On April 17th we left for Las Vegas, and had a really great time…

Anxiety & Small Episode

Sometimes my emotions are easy to decipher, like when I’m happy or calm. They are steady and not wavering, and if they happen to change they do so slowly and not erratically. But other times it often feels like someone took a box of discarded emotions, shook it up, opened it and dumped it all onto my lap at once and I’m trying to frantically get a hold of them but I don’t know where one starts & another begins.

Not So Great Month

The last month has been…kind of horrible. I want to say it was completely horrible, but that feels rude to the people who have even worse months than me. I’ve been debating writing something about this for a while, even if I don’t end up publishing it, I feel like it might be the release…

Today is THE Day!

Maybe. I always get into little phases where I am all into something, and a few days later I am sooooo done with it all. I blame a bit of this on my personality disorder, because I can go from absolutely loving something to (seemingly – sometimes I really just burn myself out on things…